just recalling my old days, during middle school
I make a lot
of friend back then, then Just a few minutes ago, I come to see how are
my friends doing, by 'stalking' them via f***b**k.. and WOW!! hey my
friend is just doing fine, a lot better than mine. My feeling
was...There again I was left behind..
I'm seeing my friend's
success in their own way. not necessary because they have got their
degree, but they already living on their own not depend on their
parents. that what makes me proud.
Some of them are
entrepreneur and some are doing another job related to their vocation
studies and some just doing things that is beyond my imagination (like
being a hypnotist & magician). They have stepped on the comfortable
land. Some are have they own car now and earns more than 15 millions
rupiah a month or about $1600/month (In Indonesia, It's quite big sum of
paycheck) It wowed me, because they only graduated from high school
without any degree attached on their name, but they do left a BIG impact
to me enough to make me realize. I FAIL. I always think that I am a
hard-worker. But they work so hard even harder than me. and it's a shame for me, 'why can't I work more harder than them?'
"Hey, myself you've got nothing to do,right? look at how your friends'
doing !!! they are awesome, right?? don't feel so high just because you
will have a degree attached to your name soon. You have yet contribute
to anybody." -- self-talking
At last, I know there are
awesome people who are friend of mine. I proud of them. somehow they
give me strength and gear me up to begin a new start line, and run even
faster so I can catch them up to the point where we'll meet. I will keep
up to their current pace.
PS: My Dearest friend, just give me a
break. Please don't fasten your pace so I can keep up with yours that we
will meet up at some point on the top. TOGETHER. Hope to meet you all soon
